Rm 217, late Monday afternoon

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Johnny didn't have any classes till Thursday which meant he could totally take advantage of his free time.

So, sitting behind the cheap set of drums he purchased, he was banging away, actually sounding pretty good. And when he really got into it, he lit the drumsticks Reed made for him, on fire, and wasn't that so freaking awesome! Chad would be proud of his progress, Johnny thought.

The door was wide open.

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He reached to hold her hand while she spoke to him and he was open while she did so, taking in everything she was saying and listening intently to her.

When she paused, he brought her fingers to his mouth, kissed them gently. "The faith you have in yourself is so strong; I believe you can do whatever you set your mind to, Savannah."

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Her worry about telling him certain things was melting away when he kissed her hand, and when he said that.

"I want to be that person, Johnny. I want to be the person that helps people -- not hurt them. I want to be someone that good people want help from and bad people run away from." She drew in a breath. "The other part I need to tell you... I want to say right now that I'm not expecting you to do anything other than you already do for me, okay? But I told Isabel some of my fears and why I had them and what you meant to me and how you ground me and she said that I needed to tell you because you needed to know." The last part of that came out in a babble.

"All I ask is that you hear me out first, please?" She squeezed his hand. "It might sound kind of odd to you... but she said that I needed to talk to you about it and be open."

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"What do you mean? That I ground you? I... keep you from doing darker magic? What?"

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Savannah looked him in the eyes and it was obvious that she wasn't sure about telling him this.

"You ground me because you're like an anchor, Johnny." She swallowed hard, not allowing herself to look away from him. "You anchor me and remind me that there is something more powerful than all of the darker powers that I am tied to. Your love and your light -- don't laugh, I know it sounds cheesy, but it's true -- help keep me from sliding down that darker path that no one wants me to get stuck on." She blushed and fought not to duck her head. "You've told me how much you think I make you a better person, well you do the same for me." She bit her lip. "Johnny... when you go out to fight, it scares the shit out of me. Not because I have any doubts about how capable you are and how powerful you are. I have so much belief in you and what you do, Johnny. Remember how Storm kept pointing out that you were my super hero? Well you are." Her hand was shaking when she laid it against his cheek. "I'm afraid of me. I'm afraid of what I would do if something happened to you."

And that would be Savannah holding her breath, scared to death that it was too much and she had just frightened him away.

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No, no, she hadn't frightened him, but it was a lot to think about, to mull over. Johnny suddenly felt so much responsibilty for her; that she had just laid so much on him. Not negatively, but... he wasn't that special. At best he was an egotistical prick.

He looked down, away from her, humbled completely. "You set me so high, Savannah..." he finally said, his voice low.

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She saw his reaction and her heart dropped. "Maybe... maybe you set yourself too low," she said in a soft whisper. "Please understand, I'm not asking you to do anything or for more than you already give me. Just..." She looked at the bed and her fingers started moving through Destiny's fur. "I was given the thought that you would want to know."

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"No, I'm glad you told me, I love you... I want you to be able to talk to me," he said, his hand moving to her lower back, caressing.

"I just... what if I fail you?"

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"What if I fail you? What if the next time something from my world comes after me and I'm not strong enough?" She leaned into him. "Isabel said that if we both are going to fight when there is danger... we should try to work as a team." She swallowed. "I never said anything before because I didn't want you to think I doubted you -- or that I wanted you to always take care of me. I love you, Johnny. I just didn't want to tell you this stuff because... I was scared that you would feel too much pressure and it would push you away."

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He did feel some pressure. How could he not? But working together would eliviate some, and if not that, it would lighten the responsibility he now felt for her. Not much, but some.

"Isabel's a smart girl. Working together as a team is the only way I think either of will be happy in this relationship when bad shit happens. I can't keep you locked up here and I can't go off thinking you don't worry about me. I never thought youu doubted me, ever; I doubt myself when you are with me."

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She hadn't wanted him to feel any pressure when it came to her, which is why she sometimes went off half-cocked into a fight. Or why she didn't tell him these things.

She blinked at him. "You doubt yourself around me... why?"

She hadn't expected him to say anything like that. Had she done something?

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"Because," he said, thinking it obvious. "I don't doubt you, not at all, but if you're with me, I will be worrying about you while I'm trying to do what I do, and... I could slip up."

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Savannah looked surprised. "Johnny, you're not capable of slipping up like that. When there's danger, you're very focused on it. You're a hero and you know what to do in that kind of situation." She let out a breath. "You're going to worry about me whether I'm fighting at your side... or not. Just like I worry about you. It's part of being in love with each other."

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It was, he supposed. He knew that. Johnny leaned his head against her shoulder, feeling as though she's placed an imaginary crown on his head. "I love you and you're right. We just have to deal with who we are in this capacity, Savannah."

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She wrapped an arm around him. "I love you," she said running her hand along his side. "We can do that. Look at everything else we've managed to do together? We're strong together, love."

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"I know... I know that," he said, smiling in against her, kissing her neck when he got close enough to do so.

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She smiled and ran her free hand up and down his leg when he kissed her neck. "No one can beat us," she said softly.

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"No one," he murmured, agreeing.

He wondered if Savannah knew that Ronan was back. If she was worried, he would easily set her fears at rest.

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Savannah knew he was back, and was worried, but she wasn't going to bring it up.

She ran her hand up his back to play with his hair. "They don't dare try. They don't want to deal with an angry Torch."

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"No, they certainly don't," he smirked, loving the feel of her hand.

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"And anyone who messes with you and makes you upset has to deal with an angry witch." She was enjoying playing with his hair.