Rm 217, Monday morning

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Johnny? Was ashamed of himself. Didn't matter that Fandom wacky took over for the weekend. He seemed to be a harlot no matter who he was. A shameless slut. And he took money from his own girlfriend. How freaking lame is that? 

He woke up, sat on the edge of the bed and stared down at the floor. He was good for nothing lately and it was seriously getting to him. This last bout of weirdness just proved to him that he was who he was and Savannah was most likely getting sick and tired of being hurt.

And then there was... Lana... damn. He had a whole lot of apologizing to do. Hoshi too... damn.

Johnny was a mess this morning.

[For the girl he shares a room with. SP is made of win.]

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Savannah had one hell of a massive hangover. She didn't know what time she had snuck out of Sean's and came home, but here she was. She turned her head, and then sat up, throwing her arms around Johnny. Ow.

"You're back."

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He was expecting that from her and he hugged her back, but still, there was this tenseness about him and he knew she had to sense it. "Hey baby," he whispered.

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She held onto him for a long time.

"Johnny? What is it?"

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It took him a few minutes before he could answer her, and he still had yet to look at her. "I'm not good enough for you, Savannah."

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Savannah froze and everything inside her seized up. "W-what?"

No. He could not be breaking up with her over Fandom weirdness... after all they had already been through together.

"Yes, yes you are, Johnny."

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His eyes met hers. "No. I'm not. Everytime something happens, every damn time, I do my best to get with someone else," he sighed. "I'm a god damn slut, Savannah."

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She took a deep breath. "No, you're not. You weren't in any position to notice, but I was. Everyone that got taken over by Fandom Weirdness thought the island was here for their own little sex retreat. There was only a handful of us that didn't get affected this time, and we can tell you that everyone was trying to have as much sex as they could with anybody they could." She met his eyes. "It wasn't you Johnny. Not the Johnny I'm in love with and who loves me."

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Staring at her, his eyes misted over and shame totally rocked his world right now. He looked down again, but took her hand in his hand held it tight, brought it to his mouth to kiss. "I'm so sorry," he breathed against her fingers.

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Savannah moved closer to him, using her free hand to run through his hair. "It's alright, love. It wasn't really you and I knew that. Sometimes this place really can suck for all of it's awesomeness."

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"Do me a favor?" he asked, lowering her hand to hold against his lap. "Lock me up somewhere. Use your powers, do what it takes, but keep me from this torture afterwards that sucks so damn bad."

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"I promise I'll do what I can, sweetheart." She kissed his temple. "I'm sorry Fandom screwed with you like this."

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"I don't get it -- is the radio right in calling me a harlot, Savannah? It that what people think of when they hear the name Johnny Storm?"

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Savannah's eyes narrowed. "You are not a harlot, Johnny Storm. You are a sexy, loving man and Fandom has a tendency to loosen eveyone's morals and inhibitions when it gets bored."

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"It seems to get bored with me a lot," he mused. "Do you realize I almost had sex yesterday, Savannah? With Lana who wasn't Lana? Thank god for Summer. This just drives me nuts and more for the fact because I know what it does to you." He looked hard at her. "You got drunk last night?"

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Savannah ran a hand through his hair. "Well, maybe next time it will screw with me and leave you alone for awhile." She sighed, the sound making her head hut. "I got very drunk. I drank at Caritas with Summer and then went to see Sean."

And boy was she regretting that now. There was a reason she wasn't a drinker.

"Everyone I knew except for Summer, Anders and Sean were someone else."

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"I rememeber you at Caritas," he said and reached up to hold her cheek. "I don't know how to make you feel better. Ronan is great with taking hangovers away. Maybe you should pay him a visit."

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Savannah leaned into his touch. "I might seek him out after class, or just come back here and rest. I only have one class today."

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"I'm sorry, I am so sorry I caused all of this for you yesterday. You believe me, don't you?"

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"Oh sweetie, I know that. And it wasn't just you. Mom was someone else, too."

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"Did she try to sleep with someone?"

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Savannah shuddered. "I have no idea. She was having a great deal of fun at Caritas, though."

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"Was she someone that you knew?" he asked, curious.

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Savannah shook her head. "No," she said quietly. "And she didn't know who I was, either."

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"Sweetheart," Johnny whispered and drew her against his side. "If I could undo it, I would. Next time something happens, knock me out. Please."

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Savannah leaned against him. "Knock you out and lock yu in the closet?"

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"Yes," he said. "At the very least."

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She nodded. "Okay, I will."

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"I love you," he took her chin between his fingers and brought his mouth to hers, kissing her softly.

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"I love you, too, Johnny."