"I promised him, I promised him that he would get her back. I promised him that he'd see her again and everything would be okay. But it wasn't and when I was dying, I wasn't thinking about them at all," she held tighter to him and buried her face in his chest as guilt poured out of her along with everything else. "All I could think about was that I was dying alone and scared and that you'd never know what had happened to me. I was dying in a place that I didn't belong and it wasn't right and you'd spend the rest of your life not knowing what had happened because I was in a coma and I couldn't tell you how much I loved you and how much you meant to me. I couldn't tell you how happy you made me and how I was glad that their lives were not ours! And I know that's not very nice and I shouldn't have thought like that, but all I wanted was for you not to be hurting when you found out I was gone!"
Because none of them there had realized at the time that if they died there, they'd wake up here.
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Date: 2009-08-05 08:21 pm (UTC)Because none of them there had realized at the time that if they died there, they'd wake up here.