She nodded and touched his cheek lightly before dropping her hand in her lap. "I go out into the danger because I feel that there are things that I have to do, Johnny. Atonement that I have to make for what happened to my father. Atonement for the boy that those dark witches killed when I was twelve in that ceremony to open me up to that part of my power. He died because of me and I have to try to do things to make up for the bad things I've been a part of. I have to fight and help because... I don't want to become the person that so many people have told me that I have no choice to become."
There was more she needed to say, but she wanted to see his reaction to that... before she told him the more important stuff that she told Isabel she didn't want to say.
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Date: 2008-07-08 03:46 pm (UTC)There was more she needed to say, but she wanted to see his reaction to that... before she told him the more important stuff that she told Isabel she didn't want to say.