Crowne Plaza; Lextington Park, Tuesday early evening

[fantastic_torch]

Johnny was chilling by watching a bit of TV, but he was rather anxious for Savannah to hurry up and get her butt over to him. He knew she had rehearsal and he was wearing patience pretty well. But damn if she shouldn't be here by now.

[[ For a specific phone call. NFB due to distance. ]]

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Jesus, this was... too much. Hearing what she'd been through, what she had endured, and god... Eve? And Gwynn? A screwed up universe that's for sure. And one he was never going to be a part of.

Oh. Yeah. Mentioning to him the sexy tiems would not be the smartest thing ever. Although he might possibly understand.

"Sounds a lot like me, that Johnny," he said low, brushing at the tear on her cheek.

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She leaned her face into his hand. "He was. A harder, more rough you, but he was like you in that he wanted us safe. He wanted to keep me safe, but he wanted his Savannah back." She closed her eyes again and more tears slipped down her cheeks. "It was a horrible place. Eve and Gwynn were psychotic vampires. Summer was a vampire who said Savannah was her favorite of the humans and she wanted to make her one of them. Chris was dead, killed by Summer. Isabel was so sad, but she was still one of Savannah's closest people after Johnny. Wyatt... Wyatt was so so different. Chris being killed caused him to harden and push everyone who cared about him away from himself. Sean and Savannah weren't as close because she wouldn't let him be. K-Mart and Karla were people she cared about, and trusted a little bit. She was so hard, so different. She was so close to being out of control and it scared me to be seeing myself that way."

She moved her head to rest her chin on her knees because now came the hardest part. "I got her killed, Johnny," she said quietly, ashamed of herself. "She had survived two years there, and three days of me being in control of her body and she was dead. Sunday there was a battle, we knew how to save them and a strike team went out. The rest of us were distraction and attacked Town Hall where the vampires mostly resided. You -- he... we got separated and I saw him and Eve f-fighting. I tried to get to him but I was prevented from it by another attack. I fought, but she was too strong, too powerful and my magic wasn't strong enough to fight her. I tried talking my way out of it to get to him, but... he fell. I watched Eve kill him as Tahiri was ripping into my mind and then frying me with some sort of lightning from her hands. I was bleeding everywhere, then I couldn't breathe... I couldn't get to him." Savannah was crying in earnest now, her face buried in her knees. "I felt a sharp pain in my chest and there was even more pain and then I woke up screaming in Town Hall. I couldn't get to you and you died because I wasn't strong enough or powerful enough!"

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"No, Savannah!" he said and reached for her, pulling her into his lap so he could hold her and get her to focus on the here and now. He didn't the story. He didn't like the picture of her being killed in such a gruesome manner. He didn't like the idea of her dying period. Forget him. He cared about her and her emotions right now where centered on that other AU life that didn't actually exist for them. They were what was real and it was that that he repeated to her over and over again.

"...I'm here and I'm alive and I'm your Johnny. You didn't get her killed, sweetheart. You didn't. That place... it seems like no one was surviving well. The death of Johnny and Savannah seemed inevitable. What could you have done? They loved each other till the end and cling to that, Savannah. And cling to the fact that we are here and alive and that this is our life."

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"I promised him, I promised him that he would get her back. I promised him that he'd see her again and everything would be okay. But it wasn't and when I was dying, I wasn't thinking about them at all," she held tighter to him and buried her face in his chest as guilt poured out of her along with everything else. "All I could think about was that I was dying alone and scared and that you'd never know what had happened to me. I was dying in a place that I didn't belong and it wasn't right and you'd spend the rest of your life not knowing what had happened because I was in a coma and I couldn't tell you how much I loved you and how much you meant to me. I couldn't tell you how happy you made me and how I was glad that their lives were not ours! And I know that's not very nice and I shouldn't have thought like that, but all I wanted was for you not to be hurting when you found out I was gone!"

Because none of them there had realized at the time that if they died there, they'd wake up here.

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"Aw, baby," he tried to soothe her. "Don't you know I know that already? I'll know it forever. Don't think for a single second that you ever have to prove that to me. I already know. And it's a perfectly fine thought; I'm glad their lives are not ours either. I love you and I'm here with you. Shh, it's okay, it'll all be okay. I can stay here for as long as you need me too."

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Savannah held onto him tightly as she cried. She had been so scared in that other Fandom that she would never see him again and she didn't want to let him out of her sight for awhile.

"Please," she whispered. "I can't... I can't stay here this weekend. After tomorrow, I don't have class until Monday. Johnny, please, get me out of here for a few days. Show me that everyone is alive and just... I need you."

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"We can do that. I'll take you to Chris, and Wyatt, and we'll see Isabel. Hell, maybe we'll have a party. How's that sound?" he asked, holding her close, hating to see her cry, and hurt as she was.

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Savannah nodded, not about to let go of him right now if she didn't have to. "And Summer. A party with all of us together." She didn't think she was up for a party right now, but it was more important that he be with her. "And you won't leave."

She knew she sounded needy and desperate, but she couldn't help it right now. Everything she had seen and experienced was burned bright in her mind's eye and she was afraid to let him out of her sight.

"I locked the teddy bear in the closet." No, she really had no idea why she said that.